Archive for August, 2009

Myspace and their Censorship.

Monday, August 31st, 2009


Myspace removed three of my drawings today as they were “violating the terms and conditions” of of this site.

This isn’t the first time this has happened and I think it is quite pathetic. The images in question are “Scream 1″, “Scream 2″ “Scream 3″ which are all self portrait drawings of me in the nude. They are clearly drawings. They are not sexual or explicit in anyway. People should be intelligent enough to be able to distinguish nudity from sexuality, and if they can’t, I doubt they are looking at my work. And the excuse of ‘children’ using this site may see this, is ridiculous. You really think that a couple of drawings is going to corrupt their little minds. Pretty insulting to teenagers and myself.

The amount of tits and gore and artwork that is sexually explicit on myspace is out of control. Yet they manage to catch mine? If someone out there has an issue with my work, talk to me about it. Maybe if you knew what it was about, you could understand it. It’s not going to go away. And if people, even thirteen year olds, want to see my work, they can easily access it on the internet.

No wonder why Myspace is becoming the desolate wasteland of the internet.

And now for something completely different.

Sunday, August 30th, 2009

I did a few illustrations for an online magazine, and in one of them I drew a little fox. I got so excited over the little fox, I drew these two you see above. I think I may draw a series of animals.
This one is done in pen and coloured digitally. I usually would use water colour, but I started drawing it on cartridge paper before realizing I wanted to colour it. Unusual for me to use that paper, but, hey, I’ve just moved country again!

Without artists, galleries would have no purpose.

Saturday, August 29th, 2009

So I went to enter a competition. And then I looked at the terms and conditions and changed my mind. The competition is run by Levis and Vice magazine in the UK. To offer the winner some space in London and you win a gift voucher at a Levis store.
(The terms and conditions are here)
I found this to be a bit useless. Maybe it is more youth oriented and I need to move on from these things, but I’m not sure. It got me thinking about how much people use artists. How much magazines, musicians, and worst of all, galleries, use artists for the money that they simply DO NOT have.
Galleries charge through the roof for hire, some for other ridiculous bits and bobs, and then slap on a commission on top. Now, I understand the justification of this, but I don’t agree with it when the money gets too much and the service that is provided is shitfull. Do art galleries not understand that if you do not have artists, you have no purpose? Do you think if you keep treating artists and their work like second rate that they are going to keep coming back?
I am very distressed when it comes to gallery shopping for a show. Distressed, angry and very disappointed. If it’s money you’re simply after, go run a different business. Or do your job better.
-End rant-

Pen culling.

Monday, August 17th, 2009

I’m having a terrible time not being able to make art lately. It’s worse than sexual frustration.I have been taking a lot of photos, writing down ideas, sketching..But that still doesn’t really hit the spot.

I have fifty-odd pens I have to go through tonight, to work out which ones are just too dry to bring with me. See, I collect a lot of felt tip pens. From .005, to 0.1, 0.2, 0.5 and 0.8′s.. And I have several of these, especially the .005′s. I do this as I like to keep them at a certain point of use. Newer ones so the ink is blacker, not so new ones so I can get more grey tones out of them. Then there’s the ones on the brink of death that are marvelous for shading in delicate details such as eyeballs and the like.
But, of course, this system does get out of control and I have to cull every now and again. So here I am, my second cull this year. My last one was just before I moved here from Melbourne.
I of course, have left this job to last, as I hate throwing my pens away. But I am thinking with the amount I use, I should really be contacting one of these companies and seeing if I can get some kind of sponsorship from them.. But I think I need to become a little bit more ‘important’ before that happens.
Another thing about (my) pens, I hate it when people use them to write shopping lists with.
I have to get rid of some clothes and such too, as I have really nice paints and I refuse to part with them.

Anyway, now I am procrastinating. So I best get to it.

Over and out.

Berlin Musing..

Sunday, August 16th, 2009

Everything has been packed, posted, broken, thrown out and stored.. Except for a few random clothes and such, we are pretty much all set.
We had a beautiful Friday night, we went to the Clarchens Ballhaus. If you go to Berlin, or are in Berlin and have never been, I highly recommend it. This place has all sorts of people frequenting it. The website shows you what bands and nights are coming up.. Things from live Gypsy bands to tango nights! You can go there for a coffee during the day.. When we were there it wasn’t so crowded, as we went a bit earlier on in the evening to enjoy their (amazing) pizza and gin. But I have seen pictures and it can get pretty busy there.
It has two ballrooms, the main one is on the ground floor.. Where as the other one is located a few floors up. It still has damage from the war.. However, we couldn’t see it all that well when we were there as it was not in use that evening and we didn’t have torches!
Amazing.

Other then that, we have just been wandering about, enjoying the sun and our last few days here. This is the first time I have really felt like I am on a holiday in years!! I guess when we got here there was a lot of stuff to sort out. (Practical stuff that is kind of boring and for that reason I won’t go into here.) Then I had my show to work on, then after that I had a commission to finish.. So I think it has only been this past month I have actually just been going out and exploring. I have been photographing a lot of things I will use in future, but that is really about it. It’s nice, to realize that I am quite relaxed. However, i really want to get to the UK and get set up! I have so many new ideas and most of my stuff is packed, I can’t do anything about them.. Except hand them a number and get them to wait in line.

I am stopping off in London next week. There is a Waterhouse exhibition on at The Royal Academy. I’m really looking forward to it.

That’s all for now.

Bye Berlin. Love you!

My work and I in a music video..

Tuesday, August 11th, 2009

My work for my Berlin exhibition and the time lapse that Gene made of me drawing one of the pieces, features in this music video clip..Have a look.

The music is by German artist Sascha Mersch:

I’m not going to like it just because everyone else says they do..

Monday, August 10th, 2009

Art. Modern Art. Contemporary Art. Conceptual Art. I understand the difference between these ‘phrases’ as I went to an Art college that really focused on such things. But I do believe that it is the jargon that you become familiar with simply by studying it, and then perhaps, going on to working within it. Therefore it’s exclusive. It excludes people on many levels. Such as language (as mentioned), location, history and class. (Or, the non-elite?)

There comes a moment in ones life were you stand back from what you are doing. A freeze frame. You’re wandering along the busy street with your husband and friend. You walk into a gallery space were people are sitting in the sun, reading papers, you have a beer, laugh about your week. You pay, you thank your waiter and then you move into cloak your bag, chat about how amazing buildings are, and then you’re looking at work. Or, more specifically, pictures in frames valued at a lot more than other pictures in frames you have at home. And then it hits you. What am I doing? What am I looking at? What the hell does this mean? Should it mean something? Am I wrong thinking that this is a waste of space? What is this dreadful feeling creeping up on me..Why am I embarrassed that I brought people here….Oh, I’m disappointed.

Before I go on to answer my questions, here’s the context in which this all took place. A gallery space called Kunst Werk (KW). The exhibitions had artists Annette Kelm, Wolfgang Breuer and Sergej Jensen. The first space you go into, if you start from bottom floor up, is Annette Kelm’s. I am passionate about photography, re my last post about it, but this is the type of work that I can understand that people look at and get, well, dispassionate. You may think that that is the purpose of the work, the ‘over-saturation of image’, but I didn’t get a sense of that at all. There was no continuing theme through the work either. And the sizes of the image were neither that big or that small to invoke any sort of interest in presentation. This is when I had my freeze frame moment. There was an image of a horses hoof in the snow, where I pointed at it and said, ‘that’s kinda interesting..the texture of the snow…’but it held no real weight. It didn’t sit with the rest of the images. They were just of interesting European houses, records, trucker hats and strange pianos. I wouldn’t even call these catalogue photos. Or happy snaps. They sat no where and even in that they weren’t interesting.

I’m going to bypass Sergej Jensen, as I feel that all I need to say is minimalist paint strokes and stains on large canvas will give almost everybody a pretty good idea.

But Wolfgang Breuer is the cherry on top for me. A huge room filled with found objects. Found objects; an Artform that really is quite questionable to me. (I have seen some great work made in this manner, but I do think it is a form that is very rarely successful and praised far too much. Perhaps because it’s a form people aren’t used to responding to, feel intimated and therefore just except it as high art.) ANYWAY, to understand this type of art, you generally have to engage with a pretext… In big National galleries it is generally the text on the wall. In this gallery (and others like it) it is a handout you will find sitting somewhere near the entrance, which gives you the lowdown on what the artist was thinking when they ‘assembled’ the found objects. These are usually peppered with wordy-words; words that you don’t really need there, from someone who probably wants to sound like a philosopher, or an aspiring writer. (Neither of which I have an issue with, it’s the fact that this is NEEDED to accompany the body of work, that I find a big issue.) This work is so thought out. It has gone through so many processes. The original concept, the philosophizing, the execution (the grant application and than approval of said grant application), exhibiting, praising, and the whole thing just goes on and on. When really, when it comes to Wolfgang’s piece, it is a few recycling bins assembled in front of a bus shelter (literally). These bins and shelter apparently ‘represent’ the kids he saw throwing bottles into the bus shelter, as though they were somehow ‘feeding’ it. Somehow this is validated. Somehow this is praised. Somehow this means something. Now don’t get me wrong I am sure the action was interesting, and the through of these kids ‘feeding’ this urban structure was interesting too, but don’t you think that just by simply removing the structures that were apart of this, and putting them in a gallery and telling us about that on a piece of paper, is a little absurd to be labelled high Art?

In my opinion, this form of Art has gone too far for too long. Artists are being forced to produce this type of work, and if they are not, they are not considered to be important contemporary artists. I admire the aforementioned artists for managing to fit in and be exhibited to fit into these conditions, however it is a shame that it is this way.

Gorker Gallery- THE FORTY THIEVES 2 THE CUBAN CONNECTION

Wednesday, August 5th, 2009


THE FORTY THIEVES 2
THE CUBAN CONNECTION
13 AUGUST – 23 AUGUST

Gorker Gallery is proud to present the second installment of their extremely successful 2008 group show ‘The Forty Thieves’ with their 1st birthday show ‘The Forty Thieves 2: The Cuban Connection’ bringing together another 40 (both) established and emerging artists to build upon the extremely popular first show and the Gorker artists community. The line up this year is set to be huge with some new faces mixed amongst the usual suspects. And with the exhibition themed ‘the cuban connection’, you should expect to see some amazing works on wooden cigar box’s. So bring your fake mustaches and dancing shoes and help us celebrate a year of art and good times by smoking cigars as well as dancing ‘salsa’ style at a post-opening secret location!

ANDY SARGENT – ANDREW GORDON – BEASTMAN – BECK WHEELER – BEC WINNEL – BEN FROST
BENJAMIN JOHNSON – CAT RABBIT – CHARLES (CHUCKYSUN) – CHRISTOPHER NIELSEN – CREEPY
DARREN HENDERSON – DREWFUNK – EARS – ELEANOR VOTERAKIS – GHOSTPATROL – ITCH
JAE COPP – JAKE SMALLMAN – JOHN FELLOWS (USA) – KID ZOOM – LILY MAE MARTIN (GER) – MARCUS COBBLEDICK – MICHAEL STEELE – MISO – MONKEY – MR.SHELDON – NATE HOLMES TRAPNELL- NICOLA LYON – NIOR – OTIS CHAMBERLAIN (NZ) – PAUL WHITE – RONE – SAM WOLFE CONNELLY -SEAN MORRIS – SEAN WHELAN – TIMBA – TOBIAS J – TRISTAN JALLEH – TWOONE

Opening night thursday 13 august, 6:30pm – 9:30pm
Show runs until wednesday 23 august
Gorker Gallery opening hours:
3pm – 7:00pm Wednesday – Friday
11am – 7:00pm Saturday & Sunday
Wine tasting Wednesday 19 August 6:00pm – 7:00pm
(Brought to you by Austins Wine)

Check this artist out..

Tuesday, August 4th, 2009


I really enjoyed looking at this blog. The artists name is Bethany J Fellows. She is a Melbourne based artist, who mainly does performance art. Her work ranges from confronting to humorous to.. well, you make up your own mind, but I think she is incredible.

My favorite piece is 402 807 197K, the branding her centrelink number into her leg, whilst reading centrelink a letter in Fitzroy, Melbourne.

Bethany.J.Fellows

Enjoy!

A Gene & Lily moment..

Monday, August 3rd, 2009

We do a lot of creative things together. Animations, photo sessions, writing..
I was originally planning to paint image, but it just looked nice like this. So, here it is.